Monday, July 6, 2009

I is for...INDESCRIBABLE

I is for......INDESCRIBABLE! Back on April 6th, 2008 I wrote this post. I said, "Some time in the next 18 months, hopefully sooner, we will be parents. Wow! I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. God and my husband have been with me through it all. I have overcome a lot of pain and I am stronger for it."


Little did I know that "K" was already pregnant and in about 6 weeks we would get "the call." I would only wait 6 months from being active in the pool to holding my son in my arms.

I also wrote, "Our little one is out there somewhere and we are waiting... praying... waiting.... praying... waiting... praying... waiting... praying. Thank you God for all of our blessings. We are so happy and hopeful about the future."

My feelings then were so raw and I cried at the drop of a hat. It certainly didn't change when I finally had Samuel in my arms, but now it feels...INDESCRIBABLE! I have wanted this as long as I can remember. This is part that was missing....part of who I was meant to be. The pain I felt over not being able to conceive is completely gone...the hole is filled...the emptiness is gone.

I have an amazing husband and my dear son! I am a mommy! My family is complete! God is so good!

5 comments:

Kristi B said...

Your blog is truly inspirational. I'm so glad I found you. Congrats on your beautiful and complete family!!

ps. The fishies are one of the "Gadgets" on the Layout tab. If you click your mouse in the box where the fish are, it feeds them!!

Becca said...

Hey! Becca from Adoption Voices here. Love your blog - and your son is adorable. So happy to get hooked up with you!

Peace and Hugs,
Becca
www.princessellaruth.blogspot.com

Ashley said...

Ah, I love this letter post. :) Isn't it nuts how quickly your life can change?!

Barbara Manatee said...

Thanks for stopping by my blog today.

What an amazing story for you! So happy for you!

Debbie B said...

Beautiful!