Wednesday, September 25, 2013

OUR HEARTS ARE BROKEN


We found out this morning that birth mom has decided to parent. It's been a roller coaster for the last five days. We are devastated. It may sound crazy, but it feels like I have miscarried. It doesn't matter that he was only born 5 days ago, I was in love with him already.

My prayer now is that "J" can get clean and that "Andrew" will have a happy and healthy life.

5 comments:

happymomof2 said...

😢OH NO!!! I'm so so sorry!! You all are in my thoughts and prayers🙏🙏!!

Juli said...

Devastated. I am so sorry you have to endure this. (((HUGS)))

birthmothertalks said...

I am sorry for your loss.

Rachel said...

Tracey...I've been there, and it's so hard. I would encourage you to keep an album or scrapbook...it will be a meaningful thing for you all to remember. My prayers are with you.

MtnGirl said...

Oh my....that is so sad. I don't understand what goes through people's heads and hearts sometimes....