I don't need to know everything. I'm ok being kept in the dark sometimes. I'm getting better at not having to have all the answers. It is frustrating sometimes when things just don't make any sense and I may not know why something has happened, but I am trusting in God that it is for a reason and that is enough. I'll know all the answers one day, but for now it lifts a great weight off my shoulders letting Him take on that burden for me.
Ignorance can be bliss.